I hate it when there are just so many things to do but yet I have no time or drive to start any. Decisions decision decisions. Everything sucks now. I’ve been doing the most unimportant things for the longest time and now I don’t even know where to go from here. With just about everything. I needa get well soon before NYC so that I can scream my lungs out to Slash.
MC-taking failed. I can’t join the girls at the Titanic exhibition at MBS today ): My conscience kicked in cos I think Mary saw through my lie that I was feeling unwell. Haha. And I’m too responsible to the point that I just offered up myself for the closing shift from 1.30-10.30pm. WTFLOLBBQZXZ.


Had a good talk w Louis ytd. I think things are starting to look up for us and I rly hope they are, because I don’t want to lose this friendship over anything.
Work is getting a lot more bearable now despite the new bustling shop at level one. It gets rly exhausting esp on weekends but crapping tgt w the staff at the fitting room’s a lot of fun;) Went out w my colleagues on Fri night. It’s crazy how we see each other every single day and we’re still up for an outing -.- I wasn’t gna go initially but in the end I rly had fun they’re so hilarious. Quite interesting meeting all these people from work but I wonder where we’ll all be after 3 months.
Sat night w the sailors. Yep I surely did miss those guys. They’re such retards always fun to party w but still so sweet subtly. Getting my long awaited off day on Wed and it’s packed w plans. Meeting Chng on Thu night♥ and dinner w Louis on Fri night. Catching a movie on Sat and prolly chilling w Luke on Sun. OFF DAY ON MON(!!!) and celebrating ST’s bday! And hopefully my pay will be in by the first week of May. I need cash pronto. ALSO, I GOT MY LEAVE APPROVED\o/ NYC IN MAY^^